Moment to moment can feel so odd. At times there is complete clarity; so crystal-clear. A polished pane of glass like the spectacles on my face. But in an instant I am overcome with indecision. My mind turns and runs right through the lens. My thoughts fractured into 1000 pieces. Shards of bloody emotions fall to the floor. Fingers cut as they blindly search through the obsession. A desperate attempt to find each piece and clean away the stain to regain sanity.