SO Tired

So tired.
Both physically and mentally. 
I feel like I’m young. 
Not meant to see 
the reality
of being aged and sore. 
But it creeps upon me each day,
this cloak of Father Time . 
 
It falls on me and forces me to carry the weight of some heavy canvas. 
Trapped under a shroud, 
lost and feeling around, 
the only sure thing is the ground
that is beneath my feet. 
 
Effort just to stand in this veiled world.
Sometimes I just want to lay down 
and let the cloak comfort me. 
Blissfully sleep away time. 
Then there are those times 
I just want to cut away and shear 
the veil of fear 
and uncertainty that smothers me. 
 
I stab at the shroud
like a psychopath with a knife.
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